I'm back in Philippines after our Holiday in Fiji... I am currently experiencing this Post Holiday Blues, this feeling of being drained and the feeling that I have exhausted all my happy Hormones..
The jet-lag the memories of that bloody Flight disaster they are all kicking in... I'm back to reality and about to get sick I think, and there's this dark cloud above my bed... :-(
I am also thinking about Andre now he's back in Cambodia, I admire him so much... I know it was too much for him especially during the flight crisis, all I did was to hug him I wish I could have done more to comfort my guy. He was very upset, but who wouldn't be?. It was the longest night of my life, I know that all he wanted was for us to have a smooth stress free holiday and the airline just destroyed our supposed first-night, I want to hug Him now!.. I would never find a person with such a heart that would go with me to the edge of the world and say " I love you so much" 500times..
I know he's reading this and I want to tell him again that I will go with him anywhere anytime, and if shit happens I will stay with you in a roofless hut in the middle of a jungle I don't care.
I miss you Mr.A